Sunday 28 October 2012

Your Life Depends On You

Greetings.

I have added Young Blood to my playlist so that's an update. Also, one thing that I had forgotten to tell you is that I've finished watching Teen Wolf Season 2. I was like so bloody excited for the finale. Like I had so much feels. asdfghjkl.

Ahem. Moving on. You can tell by the title that this one would be quite deep. Maybe not as much as you probably thought of but..I'm not that old so I don't have much experience. 

I'm gonna start now, I guess. 

Okay. I don't know how to start this.  

Has anyone of you ever thought why you are brought into this world? Have you thought of what the point is to live? I know we are all  from different religions and we all have different point of views. But in this post, it's mine. A 12-year-old girl's point of view. 

I always have moments when I ask myself why? Why this and why that. But today I asked myself why I'm born? In other words, what is the point of me living? As I know, nobody is perfect. Let's be honest, alright? I mean, I'm only 12-now that you guys know. I still need to find myself. I don't know what that means but I might have a clue. I think it's about knowing the reason why I am living. I still don't, and that saddens me because I've been searching for a long time. Might not be for some people, considering that I'm only 12. 

I always try. I always think that I'm brought to this world to make others happy. And if one is happy, I'm happy. I'm always optimistic and help the ones I care about or those around me when I can. Trying to get them to smile and making their day. People say I'm nice and all that but, am I really though?  

I get rough at times because sometimes I just lose myself. I'm not collective or calm. But sometimes, I'm so grateful for what I have in life. The greatest people who I meet and glad to have in my life. 

That's why I think that life is a beautiful gift from God. Although, it may seem like everything is tumbling down and against you. In the end, you still get to enjoy the best parts.  

I just like to be happy all the time. I don't think anyone deserves to be upset. I just love my life the way it is. There are changes. But changes happen for a reason. Everything happens for a reason.

So what is the meaning of life? That's a question that only you can answer. Our answers are all different. But for me, like most, I'm still searching for mine. Follow me on my social media links.
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Thursday 25 October 2012

Little Mix, Slender Man, Vision and Memes

What's crackalackin'?


I actually googled how to say "Hi" in different ways. 

I don't really have that much time to write this and I know I haven't posted anything this week. Not that anybody reads this anyways. I don't really have much to write from the look of the ideas I've typed in my phone. And I've also cancelled some other ideas so yeah not much. Let's get started.

So you know that I've added a playlist in my blog. But what I'm frustrated about is that I can't find the original version of the songs because the songs would always be like "Content's owner has disabled blah blah blah" and shit..So I end up with those three songs. 


I've been addicted to Little Mix and now you get DNA sung by them. They just have really strong voices. My favourite member is Jade. No questions. I just like her. And I understand what you'll be saying about the other two songs. Yes, I couldn't get a better version so you have to bear with them. Trust me, I don't like that version either. If I could only put DNA individually on there, I would. Nonetheless, I won't because then it wouldn't be a playlist. Or I could also put Wings by Little Mix. I'll do that sometime or maybe today. Moving on.

Two words. Slender Man. Yep. I've been playing it on my new phone. My friend suggested it. I didn't have any nice games to play on the phone thus, asking her. Ahem..He's just so creepy and shit.. Like he has those weird tentacles on his back-it's just so disgusting. Like I get used to him, but sometimes my body is not ready for this shit 

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and like I would scream my head off. Once, I was waiting for my mum at her workplace, at night. And you've guessed it. I was playing Slender Man. And I saw him, which was for the first time and I just screamed my lungs out. Like literally. And yeah..my mum gave me the face.


My mum knew this game. Like I introduced it to her. And truth be told, she kind of enjoyed it too. 


So like you know I'm in the last year of middle school and I've also completed my finals. And now, awaiting the results which will be released in late November. Hence, the endless boredom-in school and at home-especially now that my stupid principal banned cards. Great. Anyways, yeah. So these final examinations are really important. It is all a total of 300. And if you score below 200 is really bad so yeah. I just hope I get above 251 because I wanna beat my eldest sister. Here it is, the story behind me pulling out this face.


On the same day when I screamed my lungs out because I saw Slender Man for the first time, my parents and my sister and I went out for dinner. Mid-conversation, we were talking about my finals. Then, my dad stated that he had a vision/dream about me getting a high aggregate. And in my mind, I'm like



like yeah. I don't know. I just believe the power of a parent's dream. They made me, you know? I mean it's 5-2+1. And like yeah.. I mean it's still just a dream/vision. But I'm psyched. I have a lot of feels. asdfghjkl




Oh, goodness gracious. I understand that I speak tumblr a lot. 


Hence, I put a lot of memes  in my posts. But you have to get me. Like, I'm sorry that I have a disease called awesomeness.


Whatever.

Anyways, so you know the guy who plays the music on his phone without using ear phones? Yeah. Apparently, he's a Taylor Swift fan. That's all. Every day and every night, it's we are never ever ever getting back together- Bloody goodness. 

I guess, that's all for today's post. I have to log out anyways. And yeah, follow me on my social media links.
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Thursday 18 October 2012

Firetruck, That "guy", Bowling, Socially Awkward, Linked and Asian?

I don't have a unique way of saying Hi so I'm just gonna say, "Howdy?"

Okay, so like yesterday, I wrote down every idea I had in my mind in my phone so that I don't forget. And let me say, there were many ideas.

I'm gonna kick it off first and say this. When I logged on today, I discovered that I had 78 page views ..Like WHAT THE FIRETRUCK?(I'll  explain firetruck soon) 78 in under 3 and a half days. Wow. I like told only 11 people. Maybe those 11 people also go to my blog at times. And I check my blog every now and then. Nonetheless, not until it adds up to 78, right? I mean..how? 


 I don't know. But 78 is a lot though, to me. Thank you all for the support. 


Moving on. 
So why did I say firetruck? Firetruck is like a code word for the F-word. Me and my friends made code words in replacement for the vulgarities. Since we're still very little, it's unacceptable to swear. For the B-word, it's buttercup. I know.. We try to make it sound so childish and innocent. And yeah..

There is this person downstairs who listens to music without using earphones. Like it's so bloody irritating. I live on the top floor, which is the 4th floor, of a flat  and like you can literally hear what he listens to. I mean, isn't it embarrassing? Day and night, same thing. It's either Till The World Ends by the great Britney Spears or You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift or just some S Club 7 song. 


And like at times, I would sing along and my sister would be so irritated. And sometimes, I just have the audacity to smash whatever he uses to listen to his music.

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So tomorrow, I'm bowling with my friends and then hang out with another group of friends after. Like I'm incredibly excited because I'm finally allowed to go out with my friends. My parents usually don't allow me. I have nothing against that though. I know they are worried about my safety and I hate to upset them. That's why I listen to them. I mean don't get me wrong. If they give me the permission to go out any time I want, which is unlikely, I wouldn't even go out. Like I'm so awkward in public. 


That Awkward Moment

I don't like being alone in public. It's either I go out with someone or just stay at home. Nonetheless, I'm excited for this outing also cause it's so boring at home since finals are over. All I do at home is either play with my iPod or Whatsapp my friends. Yeah... Or maybe I'm just lazy. Like yesterday. I didn't even bother brushing my hair. I just tied it in a messy bun. I like messy buns...Whatever.

So sometimes I read my posts back again. And like, I spotted some really embarrassing mistakes. Why didn't any of you inform me? I was really embarrassed. But now I've edited my posts so yeah..No mistakes. Also, I'll check my writing before publishing so that I don't have to risk being embarrassed again.

Okay, another thing that annoys me is when someone ignores me. Doesn't matter if it's a Facebook message, a text or Whatsapp. You do not wanna ignore me. Like..urgh! I'm gonna show you a video. It's my favourite video of all time. It has everything that I have to say. Like this guy is just awesome. Check it out.


Another thing. When I first started writing,  which was 3 and a half days ago, I realised how much blogspot have changed. I'm totally okay with that. But what annoys me the most is that it's linked to Google. Goodness gracious! No, I do not approve. Why? Why is everything linked to Google. Like WHAT THE FIRETRUCK. YouTube is also linked. Why can't these websites be on it's own? *inhale, exhale* I should stop...

Next. I get compliments from people sometimes. Like I have this awesome friend. She always says that I'm pretty. And I would always respond saying that I'm not and then say that she's prettier, which is true. Both of them. Then, she'd disagree and say I'm prettier and soon, we'd have a small argument on who's prettier. I don't think I'm pretty though. I like to think myself as average. All average. You know who is pretty? Emma Watson. She's like #1 on my list of Beautiful Women. Back to the topic. Like I don't know how to respond to the compliments that people give me. Like I said, I'm awkward. Sometimes, I would be like


And yeah..I'm really awkward, I guess.

Also, I just wanna say that I'm Asian. And I'm not Chinese. Do people from other places actually think that only Chinese are Asian? Or is it a nicer term to address Chinese as Asian? I don't know. You guys should tell me. Or comment in the comment section. You guys should comment more. Or not. Cause I really wanna read them. Yeah..

And I've decided to put pictures/memes in my posts more. To make it more interesting. Would you guys like that? Just comment. 

I've also noticed that I use the word "so", "I", "like" and "yeah" a lot. So, I'll try and work on that.

Other than that, I guess it's time to publish this poo. Follow me on my social media links.
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Wednesday 17 October 2012

Changes, Directioner, Nathan Skyes and Teen Wolf

Hey readers.

I logged in and...that's it. Nothing. 

Okay, so I'm gonna update y'all on the recent changes. 

You guys know, I'm still recovering from 4 years ago when I last wrote on my previous blog. I don't know how to add music and stuff and I can't ask help from my sister because I said that I wouldn't tell my family. Lucky me, I like to explore. Dora the explorer alert.


So, I was exploring and I saw and clicked the word Layout under Settings and I made a few changes. I would say they made a big difference to my blog. And now, it's time to give an explanation on the gadgets(which is what they call them). I will start from top to bottom.

Saying of the day:
It's the day's saying.
I'm optimistic so I thought that the quotes would help to brighten up your day. I read them also. And if you're like me, you'd like to read them too. Unfortunately, it's only one quote per day. :/

Paris The Panda Virtual Pet:
Isn't it cute? If you know me, I love pandas. Like, literally. My friend calls me a pandasbian. Maybe it's cause I favourited like 10 panda videos on Youtube and saved like 30 panda photos on my iPod. Yep. I also added Pete The Penguin Virtual Pet. Like I don't know. These virtual pets are so cute. [I won't explain Pete later cause I've already said it here.] They follow your cursor and you can push the penguin off the ice [by clicking repeatedly on it]and also you can feed them[by clicking on the more button].        \_(-_-)_/ 

Yo Mamma Joke of the Day:
To spice up your day. Yo mamma jokes are really funny. Although, when I read them, I don't react physically, just mentally. Like I know because when I read them, I don't laugh, at all. They're funny though. Thought you might read a yo mamma joke when you visit my blog.

Harry Potter Spells:
I love Harry Potter and the hot cast(eg. Tom Felton). I also went to the exhibition and bought the notebook(not the movie) and the Gryffindor beanie. I love Harry Potter, as if I haven't mentioned it. But yeah, the spells are just for knowledge. Enjoy.

Fish:
Umm... It's sort of like the virtual pets but these are fishes. Black, Blue, Red, Green, Yellow and Lite-Blue. You can feed 'em orange food by clicking. And also they follow your cursor.

Cheeky Quotes:
Quotes that are cheeky.
Yeah. Also to make your day/night better. 

So that's it. I ain't explaining the gadgets because I think you all are stupid. No. I just wanted to say a few words on them. Now you know.

Speaking of change, hence the title, I've changed too. I guess. I, personally, am dedicated to One Direction. So, you can say I'm a directioner. I have been loving them since September last year. But it doesn't matter. And I used to not even like The Wanted for no apparent reason and now I sort of do.  I still love One Direction but...hmpf. I don't exactly like the whole of The Wanted. I only adore Nathan Skyes and Tom Parker. And like I only like two of their songs, I Found You and Glad You Came. So, here's how it happened.

Yesterday, I was innocently scrolling on tumblr when I saw a GIF of Nathan in the I Found You MV. (GIFs can't move in blogspot)





And he just looked so hot in it and I also got a glimpse of Tom at the back so I decided to check out the MV. And I did so there you go. BOOM. I became addicted. I began googling them, finding their age and their identity. Thanks a load, tumblr.
That's me ^. What's happening to me? I gotta admit it. I kinda like it though.

Also, I'm allowed 4 hours of computer a day. I told my sister I wanna watch Teen Wolf. And I did, but I'm done. So, I, now, have time to update my blog. 

Anyways, I guess, this has been another long post. Bye guys. Enjoy the gadgets and have a good day. Follow me on my social media links.
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Tuesday 16 October 2012

What's Up? Don't say the ceiling

Hey everyone. This is my life in word form. I have a very big intro to do so let me get started.


I decided to create an online diary for fun. I have to be careful because once you post something on the internet, it's out there forever.

I'm the fun, random internet girl. I don't write imaginations, I write my own reality. I speak the truth and so should my readers. 

Okay. Back to the topic. I created this new blog because- I don't know. I have been noticing some stuff like life of an american teenager type of thing and I thought that maybe my blog-my story-would be turned into a movie. Life of a blogger. A bit more interesting like that. That's my plan.

I also have a life form diary but I figured that this was more of an open one, to give the world a piece of me.  You're Welcome.  I also know what you're thinking. Cool Story Bro or either Sweet Novel Sister. 


But I don't care so...

I have a tumblr-the awesomest social network website you can ever get on Earth.
It's like me but in picture form.

You probably now think that I don't talk/tell people about my life. You're probably right. But sometimes I do share but with the appropriate people-trustworthy people.
And I won't tell anyone about this to most of the people I know. I would probably tell my close cousin who live 2 minutes away from me, yes. Other than some people, no. Of course, my life can't be read without some publicity if I don't spread it. Otherwise, what's the point of writing? 

I may sound like something/someone I'm not but like I said, I speak the truth. Like my description, 'you'll know about me when you read me'. 
Considering, I'm only my age. I don't exactly know who I am yet. Or at least found myself. I guess as I grow up, I'll know more. I mean I still have a long way to go in life. Unless the 2012 shenanigan happens, which is something I don't believe in. Anyways, as you read my life, you'll also learn with me. Whoa..okay I'm being quote-ish. 

Moving on to my blog template. I know it's the usual one since it was one of the many templates I could choose from. I just think it's very lady-like and classy. 

Anyways, I took about two days to write this intro. Since I took two days, I've forgotten what to write. I've lost all the ideas in my mind from the previous day. So, I guess this is my conclusion.

I hope you-my readers-will enjoy my life story. Follow me on my social media links.
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